Home Home Home Home Home!!!!!!!

So yes I am home if you couldn't tell. Lol. I came home on Friday, it was so nice. My Dad, siblings, Aunt, Uncle, Grandma, and Great Grandpa all came to see me get off the plane. I was sure I was going to cry but luckily I didn't. To tell the truth it felt surreal still does. I can't believe I'm home and I don't want to wake up from this dream if it is. Another part of me is like boot camp and the military is a big dream, and it never really happened I have been home this whole time and I just went on a trip and I'm not sure where that trip was. I don't know its just weird. When I left Illinois all I could think of was how I'm sure I'm not going to want to come back to this I want to just stay in Idaho. But I don't feel like that all. I have a feeling one day I will return but that time isn't now and won't be for awhile. Many people have asked me if I regret my decision and I just think if you had asked me in boot camp or training I would have said yes but just being back here and remembering why I joined and thinking would I do it again I think yes. Even though its not the life I want for myself in the future its the path I need to take to get where I'm supposed to get. I feel successful and proud of what I have accomplished in just these short few years. I have no regrets. I miss my family more than I can say and wish I could have more time with them I know that is not feasible at this time. Its time to move on, I know they love me and are proud of me, and they know I feel the same way about them for now that is enough. I need to find myself and figure out just who I am and what I want in life. So just realized this whole blog is pretty much my musings on life and me not much funny to say. A funny thing that did happen to me though I was sitting in the car and was texting my brother when my friend banged hard on the window. Scared the crap out of me I turned around and was flipping her off and swearing really bad I was all f*** you, over and over until I realized what I was saying and I slapped myself covering my mouth. She was roaring with laughter darn her. I admit its funny but that's first time I have sworn at someone and released my temper. ha ha oh well its all cool. Well I'm gonna go and spend some time with said crazy friend.

Eyebrows...they make a big difference!!!

4 Days and Awake up!!!

Well I will soon be going home to my lovely Idaho! Its funny you don't realize how much you miss a place until you are gone and sometimes wonder if you will ever see it again. Not exactly the best thing to be thinking when in the military but I think everyone has that in the back of their mind, whether their in the military or not. Today was not a very good day for me. Woke up at 0330 for watch and didn't get off watch till 0745. I went back to bed for a few hours, then texted my two friends to see if we were still going to the mall together. Turns out they were already there. So since that fell through I started to clean things up on my desk to discover that I couldn't my cash. I had about 120 bucks and I thought it was in my uniform pocket not there. Tore up the rest of my room couldn't find it so no luck for me. Looks like I'll be doing really last minute Christmas shopping. So that's my day so far. The really good thing that happened though is my littlest sister Sammy called me she got a new phone and we chatted for awhile and we have been texting each other all day. She makes me smile and makes me happy no matter what mood I'm in. I miss her so much!!! I also got a text message from my old english teacher, she always encouraged me to write hopefully one day I will write a book. Whether or not it will be good who knows but I figure this blog will help me practice writing since I haven't really done much since I got out of high school. During watch today I was so bored that I started reading the navy newspaper and before I knew it I was cutting up the paper and started folding boxes. I made a hand sized  box first and then I just went smaller and smaller so it was a box within a box. When the rovers checked in the last time I had them guess how many boxes I had, the Petty Officer of the Watch was in on my joke we had a "prize" in the very last box. The female rover guesses were all to low, so was the males but the he finally got it. So I started opening the boxes I had 9 boxes that had both a top and bottom. Finally I get to the last one I hand it to him and say look and see your prize. I had cut a circle and the Petty Officer of the Watch had written 1 cent on it. Haha it was awesome to see his face. I gave him the boxes to make up for the joke. He was realllly cute, had to add that in there. ;)
Randomly my ankle swelled up and is black and blue my boots aren't helping. Not much I could go to medical but they would probably give me a boot to wear and put me on hold I don't want that I just want out of here as fast as possible. Pretty much every weekend I'm stuck in this blasted place can't go anywhere cause my friends disappear as soon as liberty is called. Well I better go and get ready for bed, big day tomorrow.