Long Time No See!!!

Holy cow! Sorry its been so long just so much has happened that I don't even know where the time has gone! Well seeing as my last post was back in December I guess I had better do some catch up. I was stationed at Great Lakes to finish schooling for my rate and now am at my official command, California!!!! (said to the tune of california gurls {by Katy Perry}). So far Cali's weather is amazing but weirdly I really miss snow. I really want to be around the mountains and not just any mountains my mountains of Idaho. I miss the cool dampness and the smell of good soil and green. I miss the waterfalls and the birds chirpping. Don't get me wrong the ocean is amazing and I am looking forward to exploring it more throughly, it just seems so unreal. So much water in one place its kind of scary. Its also a big culture change everything is of mexican orgin. I am not much of a mexican food person I prefer chinese or steak and potatoes not burritos and tamales. And it is odd to me to be on the trolley and not understand half of what is said on there. Lol! Its like France and Germany all over again. Other than that I like my ship for the most part. The people I work with are awesom the ones I don't work with well it depends who it is so far some females have it out for me for some reason, I never did anything to them. I am having a hard time trying to feel like I belong I'm not sure of what I want or who I am anymore. Now a days I don't even feel like picking up a book or a pencil to do a sketch I am just to tired or my mind is reeling and worrying about issues at work and my social life. In other words I am a mess. I am thinking it is a case of homesickness, but yet I don't feel like it is my time to go home just yet I don't feel like I belong there but I dont feel I belong here either. I don't know. Sorry just realized this post is boring and kind of a self-pity party. I can not think of anything funny that has happened to me lately so I will write another post if I think of a tale to share. Thanks for reading :) Hope you all have a fabulous Sunday!!!!